Been having a hard time recently getting into anything. Not literally of course. I get into a lot of things if you know what I mean ;) . But whether it be games, television shows, my job, my bodily hygiene, etc I just can't seem to give a shit about anything. It is pretty sad and depressing on a completely 1st world problems level. I'm not usually one to get obsessed over things, but I really believe everyone should have that one thing that makes them put up with all the crap they suffer through in the course of any given day so they can have their release. 
 
I crave something like that. The closest thing I can find is the thought of playing TES: Skyrim, but I wont be able to play that until 11.11.11 (264 more days! woonanny!!). Which would make sense, because I have been addicted to the last two TES games. I think all together I have very easily clocked over 1000 hours playing both Morrowind and Oblivion. I mean sure I can go back to them until November, but there is not much more to explore after 1000 hours. And I'm not the type of guy who prowls the internet for any type of info about a game.
 
random tangent paragraph go NOW: Also, I hate playing these types of games at 4am. My head isn't in the right place. Before you know, it's 10am and all you have accomplished is finding all the landmarks between Leyawin and Bravil. Or you're on a quest to procure every copy of "On Morrowind" in the game. Very fulfilling in their own way, but not something I'd put on my resume.  
 
Now to be serious. I think I just need to man the f- up and get on with my life. Quit being a lil baby about everything and just do something with myself. Go out and look around until something catches my eye. Don't wait for things to come to me, I need to come to them. blah blah blah. All I have to sya to that is: it's hard and I dun want to go outside, it's windy and cold. Plus I can't just do that. I got to do thing A then thing B. Which of course I will never do, because I'm a lazy American who will just sit on my ass and refresh twitter every 30 seconds all day long, even though they show me when I have new tweets in my timeline.