So I'm pretty sure some of you have noticed that I've been fairly on edge and making unprovoked mean remarks or retaliations on the forums lately. I'd like to take this opportunity to explain a little bit, and hopefully reach some of the people I've lashed out at. 
 
So basically, last week I made some plans with this girl I know. We were going to go to lunch. Kind of a date, but not expressly spoken as such. Anyway, we were set up to go out on Tuesday, at around 2:30-3:00 pm. It gets close to 3 o'clock, she's not here. So I went outside to the end of my driveway, just in case she didn't know which house mine was (my driveway is long, and my house is inlet from the street very far back). A half hour goes by, still no sign of her. 
 
So, I went back inside to see if maybe she had tried to contact me. she didn't, but as I was doing my normal browsing, I went to Facebook and right up front on my homepage, she had posted a status saying that she was heading out for a "fun day with her friends". So I asked her what happened to our plans. She deleted that message, and had not contacted me as of this afternoon. And to top all of that off, apparently she's kinda/maybe/definitely dating some other asshole who lives in PA (she and I are from New York and live in the same town).  
 
So having said all of this, I just kinda hope that some of you will understand my actions lately. I've been super pissed about the whole thing, and for some reason when things like this happen I take it out in several ways, one of them on forums. Anyway, I know I'm more than likely to get a few cool story bro's, and a lot of people saying "Who the fuck is this guy, and why is he apologizing?". But hey, those who know what I'm on about will hopefully get the message. 
 
TL; DR: I got royally fucked over, took out my anger on the forums, and now I'm saying sorry for that.

i want a written apology signed by the emporor of Rome.

And that's why I don't build up expectations, ever. Also, it's why I destroyed my emotions.

I thought you were always an asshole, so I didn't notice any changes.

respect yo 

Sorry I never showed up. 
 
U mad?

" At least she didn't let your buddy bust a nut on her back while you were sitting on your car in her driveway playing sad songs on guitar.  Buck up chum. "

" Sorry I never showed up.   U mad? "

What a bitch. Not you. 
 Also, whatever, happens to the best of us sometimes. No worries. I've been an asshole lately, but that's because of finals. And also because people are stupid. But mostly the former.

" @Axxol:  Tu mere est une grande putain! "

" I thought you were always an asshole, so I didn't notice any changes. "

" @Axxol:  My my what a creative response. Translating my insult into English and throwing it back at me. Surely you're a descendant of Oscar Wilde. "

" @Axxol:  Spanish or French, your choice. Also, if my powers of inference are decent I can assume your avatar is referring to you being a stoner. If so...may God bless your mother with the strength to tolerate such a shameful offspring being ejected from her loins. "      

" You always seemed like a bro so no harmed done, I'm actually okay with this thread because it proves to me that not everyone on Giant Bomb is incapable of talking to girls. Also this thread is now a flame war. "

Forum bros before hoes.
 

" I thought you were always an asshole, so I didn't notice any changes. "

" @GreggD: how could she not wanna hang out with someone whos played 40 HOURS of soldier of fortune 2? "

" @Axxol:  Ta mere est une grande putain! "

what a bitch. i would say i would rather have a girl tell me she has something else happening than not hearing from her. 
 
i think it's time for you to go BITCHES AND HOES. 
 
BITCHES AND HOES.

Wish I could help, but I'm like purple Charizard and I have learned to just bottle my emotions and not think about them.  
 
A friend of mine went through the same thing recently, but the bitch talked him into meeting some place that was 2 hours away, and he ended up waiting for her for 3-4 hours and she never showed. 
 
I try to see the silver lining in every bad situation, and the best I could come up with is that at least you found out she was scum now as opposed to further along in the relationship. Easier to just chock it up as a life lesson and try to move on. Try to at least.

Punch her in the soul!

I'm sorry to hear that. Social life sucks like that sometimes.
 
Also...
 
@RoujinX said:

" I'm so glad I gew up in a world without Facebook. "

That's unfortunate. 

" What a bitch. Not you. 

Who are you? Why would you write an apology?

You tried talking to her through a different medium than facebook? Seems like the best answer.

And this seems incredibly attention seeking...