I know where you're coming from, 100%. It was so, so rough, especially with that first podcast dedicated to Ryan. But that very podcast, in fact, actually made me really anticipate the coming episodes, just because of how well and eloquently the crew handled it. They were funny, they were sentimental, and they were genuine about Ryan -- and the love around it all made it such a better, heartwarming experience than it could have been.
So yeah, definitely give it a shot again sometime. I think you'll be glad you did.