I've always thought myself to be a calculating individual. I don't blindly rush into anything and always try think things through. But I don't just think only. I like to believe that after contemplating something for a while I take action after concluding it is the best possible choice. For the most dire circumstances I also bring prayer into the mix, something I should do more often. And when I do act I act decisively and pour all my effort into my actions as I have deemed them to be worthwhile.

I have always been like this until recently.

There is a very strange situation between a girl and myself and I am somewhat confused about what to do.  I will spare you the details save for the fact that I have been pondering a course of action for too long. And maybe no course of action is the course of action I need. But I need to make a decision.

I will pray and contemplate and hopefully by this time next week I will have made the right decision and more importantly followed through with it.