Some people just have that special something that makes them realize what they want to do with the rest of their lives. Others just kind of trudge along hoping to find something that works for them, and they're ok with that. Can't really say where I fall, I just know it's not either of these two categories. 

I've had a lot of varying interests at any given moment, everything from being an artist to computer programming to creative writing. But unfortunately none of these paths have grabbed me (yet) to the point of dedicating my career to it, at least realistically. I suppose my ideal job would be joining the ranks of the giantbomb crew... perhaps I should aim lower. Maybe get paid to develop whatever I like at any given moment by a mysterious benefactor in the hopes that one of these ideas could make money? I'm not sure which is more likely to happen. 

I swear, being this indifferent has some serious drawbacks. But I would like to think that have very clear ambiguity.