Things change. You change. It’s ok to fall out of love with something. It can be sad and scary not having the safety net of warm, welcoming content (in this case), but it just opens the door for you to find come else to fill that void with. Your job is to understand that it’s ok for things to change. If you can’t accept that though you have some growing up to do. You also need to understand that the people that work for this site are people too, so maybe give them the space and time they need to make content for you.