I was laid off from my work today.
 
I have worked part-time at an establishment for over/about three years now. The job helped me considerably after high school and paying my way through college.

I have never been laid off, fired, or removed forcefully by a pack of rabid space gribbles...Which was either a dream I had, or, that's the way they fire people from jobs in foreign countries. Think that was on the wiki-leaks thing or something. 
 
The last thing I want is for this blog to turn into some creepy live-journal depression rag. It's difficult though, when life kinda kicks your ass at a time where everything was finally being put into place. Not necessarily 'fair', especially given the holidays are around the corner, but more importantly: The fact I'm going to a new college starting next year, and desperately need the cash. 
 
I kinda just wish...even though me being let-go seems to be because of strictly financial reasons...Regardless...I just kinda wish, that after working at a place for three years...after going through roughly seven different people, who were my "managers" in a two-year period...That me being laid-off wouldn't be over the-phone, but face to face with another human being, specifically, the newest manager: A person who got the job a week ago, and I have not had the opportunity of meeting. I know that these circumstances are not easy to do, that it is strictly business, however, I do feel that the situation seemed ridiculously nonchalant and borderline disturbing given the circumstances. The more I think about it, the more disgusted I become, which is sad for me because the people I worked with: Are all great people. 
 
Even the one's that are terrible. Those ones are great too.

I wish I had the opportunity to leave on my own accord. I think I'm going to take a break from life for the next few days. Not because I want too, but because I honestly don't think I have the capacity to digest any new drama. It's ironic that I wrote about dealing with stress in the last blog regarding the holidays, this is defiantly a moment where a lot of that still holds true. I guess this is the part of the blog where I quote a Linkin Park song.
 
Small problem though: I haaaate Linkin Park. 
 
Instead: I'll link to this.
 
Fable 3 retrospect dropping either tomorrow or wednesday. 
It's another huge blog...That's crammed with words....and diagrams...
  
For some-reason I have a hankering for garlic bread....