I love all forms of music, but I do have home bases. Primarily, hip hop, soul, and jazz. Or, to be more specific (and indulgent), late 90s/early 2000s Soulquarian rap and R&B, 60s and 70s soul, and a wide spectrum of jazz that I don't quite know how to narrow down for context's sake. Given that these are my tentpole sounds, it was basically for granted that I was going to love the absolute shit out of this album.
Also there's the minor detail that this is the first album for this club that I've already listened to before and I put it at number 2 on my top 10 albums of 2021 list. Plus Little Simz's previous album, GREY Area, was number 1 in 2019.
First and foremost, there's the aesthetic. Inflo, the primary producer on this album, is increasingly becoming one of my favorite producers working right now. Given his work with Michael Kiwanuka, Cleo Sol, and Sault, I already knew he has a masterful handle on the kind of soul sounds that are right up my alley, and here he meshes that sound perfectly into a hip hop context. But I also love the new territories being explored by both Inflo and Simz, what with the synth-pop for "Protect My Energy" and the African pop and jazz arrangements on "Point and Kill" and "Fear No Man." I even love the orchestral stuff on the interludes and the opening track because of how bombastic and clean they sound.
There's also the lyrical content. Sometimes I Might Be Introvert is a celebration of the self. A meditation on the need to find some sort of center and accept yourself after you've been put through the emotional ringer or your personality and worldview doesn't naturally fit with the success you've found. It is, simply put, a positive mental health album. Moreover, it's a positive mental health album that doesn't shy from the darkness, such as her fractured relationship with her father, the near murder of her cousin, and the various social systems that keep people trapped in poverty and misery. Balance, this album suggests, can't be found with platitudes and aphorisms. It needs to be struggled for and earned.
And, of course, there's Simz herself, who's just a stupidly talented artist in every conceivable sense of the word.
However, there's one reason I'll always come back to this album. Mainly, I was completely isolated during quarantine. I spent a year and half completely by myself, and while I'm definitely an introverted person by default, there's a difference between being more comfortable by yourself and being forced to be by yourself because there's a disease tearing through the population. Turns out spending a year and a half alone isn't the best thing for your mental health. (Who'd have thought?!?!) Sometimes I Might Be Introvert came out after I had my shots, and I came out of quarantine a little worse for wear. But once I had it, it reminded me that I needed to find myself again. It didn't solve my problems, but it was comforting, and that was enough. On top of just being a great album with no additional context needed.
Sometimes I Might Be Introvert isn't perfect. I like the interludes from an album pacing standpoint and I get why they're there, but the songs themselves do a better job of expressing what's being said in them. I can also understand someone balking at the length and the fact that it kind of ends twice. (Though I'm cool with it because I like both those tracks a lot.) Also, I think I like GREY Area a tiny bit more. But those complaints are minor and I can deal with a flaw or two when something's this aligned with my tastes.
Accepting flaws. Hey, that's the theme of the album!
Favorite Songs (If I had to narrow down to just three): "I Love You, I Hate You," "Protect My Energy," "Fear No Man"
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