I just heard the news.

I feel like I want to vomit, I am utterly devastated. I feel like I'm in shock. It's fucking heartbreaking, I am heartbroken.

Ryan was the main reason I used to read and frequent GS to the extent that I did, and when he would occasionally show up on the Hotspot it was always the friggin' best; he was a driving reason I followed the crew over to these greener pastures. There's so much more that could be said, I'm just so emotionally ruined I can barely manage to articulate anything right now - it's the most awful thing. Such a great guy, fucking loved that guy. I will miss you forever Ryan.