still banned. lol someone at giantbomb hq hates me. anyone know a good blogger site? besides tumblr or blogger?

thanks, miss you guys

miky

I hate to be the one who starts a discussion on religion, nor do I want to start an ongoing debate about it but I'm a nerd and when no one else will listen isnt your computer and your network friends who you turn to? 
 
My sister was a few weeks pregnant and she miscarried today. She's not the first person I know that this has happened to. A few months ago my grandmother passed away at the hospital where she was being treated. And a year ago, a high school friend died of cancer
 
I dont deal with death well. When people pass away it frustrates me. Theres no logic to death, only life and what we make of it. Theres no god or heaven or hell. No ones tomorrow is promised 

I just had a nightmare. First I was back in high school in a classroom full of people but no one had a face. Everyone was sort of this expressionless, eyeless and hairless creature. Except for one guy. His name is Britan, he's this guy I worked with at a clothing store about a year ago

The teacher (also creepy looking) was playing projection of weird images so the room was almost complete in darkness. I don't know what the images were of because they made me uncomfortable and I kept looking away. (edit: just remember the images were of, massive coach roaches. I have a terrible phobia) Finally there's was an intermission from the projections and so I went to the bathroom to take s break. On my way back to class Britan was in the hall and his eyes were bleeding. They looked like tears and he said to me intensely "you don't people to see the video of us!?" freaked out I went back to class. He returned to class well a few minutes later but it was as if nothing has happened. The teacher started again with the slide projections and next thing I knew everyone was facing me. I could see half the class but their eyes were penetrating. No one would move with these creepy fucking slides changing faster and faster with every second. I ran. But all I could think about was "what video was he talking?" we've knew been in a video together

Then I remembered this dog I saw in a video once and I next thing I knew I was in a large bathroom I had never seen before. My new puppy Luna was in the sink crying. I quickly went over to her but she barked at me and ran away. When I looked into the sink there was shit everywhere. And worse it was covered in large wormlike maggots 

There's was more to the dream but this blog is long enough. Sorry for typos, run-ons, didn't proof read

Any dream interpreters in the house?

My ps2 just dead mid-game. :'( Not sure what happened. Red light doesn't come on. Is this normal for a console 4+ years old? I'm hoping it comes back to life, all zombified-like... that would be cool...
 
E3 livestream in an hour? I'm curious to know what everyone's most excited about? 

Saving up for this guitar. It might be the most expensive thing I ever bought for myself 
Do you guys see the predicted weather conditions for this week? Are you kidding me? I hate the rain

Gallery

So I met this artist, a painter, on facebook a few weeks ago. I like his work a lot, it's very unique. Today randomly (dunno where I found the nerve) I asked if he would take me in as his apprentice. Teach me the craft, learn to survive as a paint with no worry of income. And to my surprise he said yes (sorta) Said he wants to meet and share sketches in a week or two =O 
 
Here's some of his work, what do you guys think? + one photo of me taken by my ex-boyfriend (who was addicted to warcraft) when I was still in high school  

  
 

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 Just saw this video online, freaked me out a little bit. I cant believe it
http://www.hulu.com/watch/224786/late-night-with-jimmy-fallon-penn-and-teller 
 
I've been playing FF7 on my iphone using the psx4iphone cydia app but I'm starting to get a bit of lag, has anyone else tried the app? Lag? 
 

Hey everyone, 
last night before bed I left uTorrent on downloading the new Game of Thrones episode. Normally when files have 100+ seeds and 50+ leechers I can download close to 1mps but this file is barely done. It's still at 23% after 10 hours of downloading. I bet I could spend an hour on google and find 1,000 different answers but can anyone explain how to raise my download speed (for someone computer illiterate, somewhat) on utorrent? :( 
 
Went to Coney Island yesterday, hope you like the picture + another one of my new pup :D