Okay, I figured that he'd respond by Now. I realize it's only been about a day, but still...Well, at least I can still look forward to mailing my package over. I know for sure they'll have a good laugh. I swear, if doesn't respond by tomorrow I'm going to freak the hell out or something. I want this job so bad!!! And it's not like I don't deserve it, I know I deserve it. 

So today was a steller evening. I couldn't help, but think that I may have in awesome job ahead of me. I've always wanted to be apart of the video game industry in some way, but I never thought that I would get a chance like this one. I really hope he puts some thought into reading my resume. I'm crossing my fingers! 
 
But, I digress again. I don't why, but I just think that getting four equidistant Cheerios cereal lined up in one spoon full is amazing. Call me crazy, but it's these little things that make me happy I guess. I might just be so bored that I have to stoop to deciphering my cereal... 
 
Well, whatever I just reaaaaaaaaaallllly hope he responds soon. I know he'll have to say yes to me :) 

You know, I've never been such a huge fan of Michael Jackson, but I can honestly say that this song was definitely his best out of the bunch. For some strange reason I can't help but think that he wrote this song for people like me. I guess you could say that I was a somewhat troubled adolescent, but it's not like I went out and kicked people's dogs or tied up my cousins to a tree. Seriously though, I've read so many books and watched so many documentaries on all those crazed children that grew up to become serial killers and such.  
 
But I digress...I can't help but think that song was written for me. I mean I look in the mirror and I see someone that I'm obviously not. I'm not hurting anyone, but I have the potential to do so. Everyone does! Luckily for me and those around me, they don't act out from their anger or aggression.  
I guess I just need to wise up and calm down a bit. This fool is just never going to respond to my email.... 

So yesterday I went out of my way to finish making the package. I'll be honest it looks great! Inside I put an orange slip of paper because, I figured the irony would catch him off guard. Funny thing is, I emailed him not too long ago, and I still haven't heard back. Seriously, who does he think he is to just ignore me? Have any of you guys ever reached out to an old friend and got burned in return?  
 
Ok I have to admit one thing though. It's been less than a day since I sent the email, but c'mon everyone checks their email like a figgin' billion times a day anyway. Ughh...whatever.  

I just want to surprise him. The only thing I have left to finished is to fill it all out and ship it. Stil not sure about the color, and I don't know how many he wants. Ugh........I just need to be patient with it. I don't want him to freak out or anything. That's the last thing I want to happen.  
 
Luckily, this Halloween holiday is coming up so maybe I'll be able to meet new people and make more friends. Hahaha, wow, my cat just spilled my bowl of cereal all over my lap. Just my luck right? Quiggy is my cat's name, but I just call him Cat. It's simple, and easier for me. I have trouble remembering stuff. 

Personally I go to the gym and run a few miles everyday to relieve the stress. After a good work out I start to feel tons better and my energy is at an all time high. Having friends around and not being alone for too long helps a lot as well.   
 
Oh by the way, I'm not referring to the loss of a relationship, but I'm open to broaden the question for you guys too. I just recently lost my Grandpa to a bad car accident. There was a dude who veered him off the road and well, you can guess what happened from there. I swear, when I get my hands on that dude ugh...I'll make sure he wishes he wasn't alive.
 
How bad do you guys feel whenever you have to let someone go?