So the matrix online ended 52 mins ago at the time of writing and I'm feeling very conflicted about the whole thing. Don't get me wrong the MXO was not a perfect game but I've never and probably will never play a game like it ever again. What the MXO lacked in terms of content the community made up for in spades, something sorely lacking in other mmos. Ive played warcraft, city of heroes, star wars galaxies, lord of the rings online, eve, war hammer and age of conan but MXO was unique. A great community is something games like World of Warcraft will never have, they're simply to big. I have never played a MMO and seen it die before. When they finally pulled the plug on MXO I felt suddenly empty. All the work Ive put into my character (Pascual) and the world I put so many hours into gone in the blink of a eye, its a very strange feeling. I'm so glad GiantBomb did the endurance run. It made the last few days so much more fun than it would of been otherwise and I feel they showed the strong (and weak) parts of MXO. So the matrix is dead and so is Pascual. I'm moving on.... STAR WARS: THE OLD REPUBLIC HERE I COME!

P.S. Oh and seeing the world end while holding hands with TonkaTruck... it was magical!

So i played the F.E.A.R 2 demo and recorded it in beautiful HD. I think i have to mention that these videos are very gory and i swear (curse) a lot so fair warning. Apart from that i really loved this demo and i hope you enjoy watching it, feedback is welcome.

http://www.1up.com/do/newsStory?cId=3172156

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Since vimeo deleted all my videos i will be uploading on YouTube. I never used YouTube before because the video quality was so poor but with their new high quality and wide screen support the videos are looking great. Check out this demo..

So i got this e-mail from the lovely people at vimeo

Dear Matt Pascual:

Your account has been removed by Vimeo staff.

Reason: Gameplay is not allowed on vimeo.

Regards,
Vimeo

What the fuck is this? Ah anyway does anyone know any other good sites to upload my videos?

So the Left 4 Dead demo hit earlier today and i made this video showing off some of the zombie-tastic moments. This video is me playing single player with bots. Enjoy :)