Video games represent the start of our lives and the end of our lives. Art represents the middle chapter, or a state of equlibrium that is meant to be disrupted.

The beginning of our story is the same as our end, or both reach a conclusion that differs so slightly it's almost incomprehensible outside of the terms "Winning" and "Losing".

Life as we know it right now has the same outcome everytime: Death.

Death is a time for creation that has no meaning: Art

Art and Death are very closely related for many reasons ( I always liked a quote from Basquiat's biography that said he was using words as incantations to "bring life to his paintings")

Death is that gross dark middle chapter where were all "brooding" and "artsy" like we just went through puberty and we think we know everything ( grown-ups are so stupid right guys?)

Death has an ending where we actually learn something else ( BIG SURPRISE! TEENAGERS DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING) ( YET)

On a seperate note when I have a kid I'm gonna really hate him when he turns 13

The ending is when we learn to create something from nothing instead of creating something from something else.

I think death will feel like an eternity of creating art without a purpose

When we finally reach the "True ending" ( Like a video game :O) we will have become the same thing that made us in the first place.

I don't think God is doomed to loneliness forever, I think eventually we learn to be like God too, and our purpose is to create more friends.

And sex is for reproduction. The ultimate fate of me as a guy is to want to create something from nothing but knowing it's impossible without someones help.

Ultimately I view women as "nothing" and myself as "something" as misogynist as that is ( but i think girls kinda like it anyways, those weirdos)

So masturbating or sex with a condom or anything like that is a big ol waste of time. It's just for baby-making.

I'm doomed to an eternity of fulfilling some lady's weird sexual desires while ignoring my own.

At least there will be boobs to keep me company.