see my blog for other days.

didnt do much today. did some grappling. it was fun. Got really frustrated when one of my partners was going full out and i was trying to practice shit and he wouldnt let me try it really. But i guess i need someone to go really hard. Just sucks because ive been training all week. im exhausted and he hasnt been in all week. then he just goes all out on me and records it. very annoying.....

anyways. im getting more nervous each day. i dont feel like im progressing very fast.