i went in to do some sparring. The only guys there were much bigger than me.

im 125 pounds. next is 155 pounds. then 175 pounds then 185 pounds.

i sparred a little then gave up. i couldnt do anything with someone so much bigger just rushing me and eating up my punches.

then my instructor got pissed off and sparred me. he threw me around. told me to "fucking fight" i told him there wasnt much i could do when a guy thats been training longer than me and is 30 pounds bigger than me is fighting me.

he threw his gear and told me i was being a bitch.

i walked out.

bad night