Since buying a second screen several years ago I have become incapable of playing any game for more than a few minutes without a video or podcast playing on the second monitor. Since I use my TV as one of the monitors this also applies to console games. It's a fine idea, as I thought at the time, but it has become a problem. I spend more time looking for something to watch than anything else. It makes me lose focus and unable to fully enjoy my games. On the other hand, without it I can't keep my attention on a game and quickly look for a different game to play which also only lasts a few minutes, or I stop playing. It gives me anxiety for no logical reason, so I end up putting on a random giant bomb video.
So, yeah, it's become a problem and not a cool or efficient thing any more. I suspect there are a few people who also have this issue. Any advice? It's not the end of the world but freeing myself from needless anxiety would be a nice bonus.
Edit: A more succinct explanation I wrote as a comment - "To clarify, if I try playing a game without any secondary video or audio going on I can't enjoy or focus on a game. I feel a pull in my mind to have it there, coupled with anxiety. I'm doing it just to placate the compulsion/anxiety but then I can't really enjoy either thing because I can't multi task."
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