2019 Game (That I Played) of the Year
2019 was a year of massive upheaval in my personal life. Thinking back, what I find interesting about the changes that came are how each affected the way that I interact with videogames. Bear with me as I journalize the most important year of my life:
At the beginning of 2019 I was at the tail end of a limited-term employment that I adored, but commuted three hours a day to attend. Lunch breaks seemed long and poor weather could strand me near the workplace, so my trusty Nintendo Switch was never far from my side. But I knew that about halfway through the year, my employment would end and I was free to seek engagement closer to home. Then we got the news that was five years in the making.
I was going to become a father.
Suddenly new employment much closer to home became an imperative. The dark cloud of combined unemployment and parenthood weighed heavily on me, and I responded how I always do: retreating into games with every moment of my waking free time.
I am fortunate that these bouts of oppressive escapism are short-lived, but I delved into the backlog with intensive focus. Eventually, I landed a position that paid modestly but promised family-friendly hours. I suddenly found myself with more free time than I've had in fifteen years, since the day I earned a driver's permit.
Months later, my son was born. My paternity leave stranded me at home with huge stretches of time with nothing but a sleeping baby to account for. The changes in your life are numerous and foundation-shaking but when it came to gaming, they were two-fold: a game must be pause-friendly and I have to play with a controller. Most multiplayer games were suddenly off limits and my PC began to collect dust until suitable controller and living room arrangements were made.
The following are the top ten games I played this year, with no promises that they released in 2019, only that I played them for the first time in 2019. This, I feel, is the only sensible way a civilian like myself can hope to have a year-end list. Additionally, I have included three honorable mentions that were not in contention, but I felt deserved recognition.