As I sit here I find my self at a all to familiar cross roads. Do I want to play Final Fantasy XIII? As a person who has never even finished a single FF game, I have no clue why this question always pops up? Is it because it’s a big new release? No if that was the case I have the same desire to play something like Madden every year but dont. Maybe I think this is it! This will finally click. Maybe this time I’ll understand why everyone is so damn crazy over Final Fantasy. Maybe this one will turn me into a crazed fan? It’s not like I don’t enjoy RPG’s or even JRPG’s for that matter. I got wildly addicted to Persona 3 last year and enjoyed the hell out of that game. So what is it that drives me away and at the same time towards the FF franchise? I have started 7, 8 and 10, and all of them I have quit at about the 20 hour mark, and looking back I cant even begin to tell you why I quit. Did I loose interest? No clue. I guess I need to really ask the question am I doomed to repeat the same things? Will I ever finish a Final Fantasy game?! Will john and Kate ever get back together?!!!.... whoops wrong topic. Why internet? Why do I always engage in this pointless cycle? Why do I always have such a strong urge to play a new Final Fantasy and always end up quitting at the same mark? Unforchantly I don’t think any one will have the answer. Im gonna go drink coffee and smoke way too many cigarettes and contemplate this issue.