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 Is it wrong to murder someone? The better question is, is it wrong to murder someone and like it? In case you have the intelligence of a toddler you probably figured out that I murdered someone today. It felt… good. When I saw his body go down into the grass I knew that I was meant to do this. I mean, I’ve killed people before, bandits and in the Arena, but never in cold blood. When I first saw him, I knew that I had to kill him. It was like some dark voice told me that I needed to end his life, so I did as it told. I felt a rush of endorphins, but not from the adrenaline of doing something wrong, but like, well I can’t explain it. Something just clicked inside of me, I really don’t know why.

I wonder what that man was like. I don’t know his name, all I know was that he was a hunter. I was out hunting in the same area and that was when I saw him. He was alone and so was I. He had just shot a deer and that was when I felt the need, nay the hunger to kill him. What of his family? Who was he going to feed with that venison? It doesn’t matter anymore, I killed him. I have power over him. To end a life so quickly without anyone knowing about it gave me this feeling, this overwhelming feeling of belonging. Like I belong in the dark, in the shadows where the monsters and beasts hide. Also, after I killed the man, I felt as though someone was watching and taking note of my kill. I wanted to tell everyone what I had done, but after the feeling that I had afterwards, I had no need to.

The rest of the day was pretty forgetful. I tried to follow Thoronir around some more to see what he had going on, but to no avail. As I was in the Imperial City at the time, I headed over to The Merchant’s Inn to take my first rest as a murderer.