"Jason mask" in shank made me think about my actions

The moment I got my 100th chainsaw kill in shank, I put on one of the mask unlocks that make you look like Jason (Friday the 13 dude). I had been killing hundreds of people the hour or two before that but the moment my character truly looked like a murderer, I felt a bit odd. It's like I didn't realize what I was doing until the horror movie  aesthetic was put on my character. Anyone else feel this way?

Haven't bought the game yet, but I do indeed get what you're saying.