my Podcast app just made me break down over Ryan

I was listening to the latest Bombcast and by the end of it I was obviously very teary eyed. As it ended I sat in silence then all of a sudden...Hey Everybody its Tuesday, my god damn Podcast app had moved on to a previously saved Bombcast. With those words I doubled over, it seriously felt like I had been punched in the gut. I never thought the death of someone I never met could effect me this much.