Damn. It's been a long time since I've had a drink. I actually didn't realize until I came back to look at that last post. I've also kept up the exercise routine and that's working out really well. I feel calmer. It's pretty cool. I think I'm beyond the natural 'high' that comes with being clean for a few weeks and am now on to just being a normal person who doesn't drink. It's neat. I don't even think I would like to have a drink. The desire just isn't there anymore. I'm doing so well with the exercising and I feel so calm and relaxed without drinking. All that I can think about for when I was drinking was how hectic everything was. How fucking exhausting and monotonous everything seemed. Things just seem better. I don't really have words to describe it which is why I'm sort of rambling now. But it's safe to say I'm doing very well.