For Those Who Didn't Make it.
By RedPanda77 0 Comments
I like to pick my moments when being dramatic. I don't want to give anyone what they expect, even if its something that would benefit me in the short or long term. I get to pick how I react, not you, me. Like I'm ordering off of a menu with a waiter behind me, "So how is your angst and betrayal? Hmm, I'll need a minute, but let me start with some slighted."
Two more people died from my teenage years since my last update. Dead. Peaced out. They saw it coming for sure, everyone around them pretended that they didn't see anything wrong with the victims. Everything is in hindsight to make themselves feel better, "Oh man, I was gonna help tomorrow. Oh tragic irony!"
Adam Berger was a friend of a friend. I had known him for nearly 20 years but I decided not to like him after two. He did a burn out on my dads lawn and never owned up to it, despite first hand accounts. But all of us in Northeast Tacoma made a few mistakes in his Ford Fairmont, late at night looking for windows to break, people to harass, things to blow up.
He was the first one with a car and he didn't know how to say no, it was pretty unfair, we all had a choice to stay at home. Not Adam. Adam and his Fairmont became a platform for debauchery. By the time the other neighborhood punks got cars, Adam and his Fairmont were already established as the run off point and as time went by people started having something to lose.
By my mid-twenties, he became one of the guys we'd talk about remembering, despite him being up the street alone and depressed. Like I said I didn't like him by choice, burn out on my dads yard, fuck that dude. But who deserves that? Most of his daily acquaintances wanted to remain selfish so when Adam needed help his social pool dried quickly. My best friend was their from start to his final moments unconscious in a hospital bed, I would always tell Paul that it was a weakness, that people have to help themselves. But he was there those last seconds, didn't stop caring, Paul stood there and took the full on kick in the teeth.
His funeral was in one of those non-denominational churches a huge sign in block metal letters behind Adam's coffin read, "TRIAL BY FIRE" What the fuck is wrong with people? A number of people took the podium as Adam's last platform for debauchery, apologies and tears in hindsight.
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