Nostalgia keeps me installing older games that I don't end up playing :/
By SingingMenstrual 3 Comments
Does this happen to you?
During the past two/three months I've installed and played a couple of hours of like 10 different games of my favorites, and it's just one whim after the other, I can't stick to one and satisfy myself, I keep looking for a past rush of immersion and wonder and the games are piling up! I feel like a pregnant woman driven by hormones here..
It started with Alan Wake. I really wanted to lose myself in the perfect and entrancing Twin Peaks game again. An hour or two into it, I messed with the free cam feature of the PC version and flew around the map, and I just felt meh and closed it. Then I played like 80% of Uncharted 2 in one day, and haven't touched it since. Installed The Saboteur and was dying to play it because last time I did it was on my previous PC which wasn't strong enough to max it out.. Did the first mission and closed it. Far Cry 3, snuck out of the camp at the beginning then closed it.
Then I spent 2 weeks playing Assassin's Creed 2 several hours a day, taking my time with it (my favorite AC).. I'm almost done with Venice and I haven't touched it ever since. When the new Game of Thrones season started, I was dying to jump back into The Witcher 2.. Installed it and the patches, maxed it out, played 5 minutes and closed it. Spent the last week playing Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare occasionally, and I stopped after All Ghillied Up and don't see myself firing it up again.
Last but not least, I decided to start a new character in Skyrim (had one char since day 1 - 270 hours - haven't touched it in a few months). What excited me was finally the determination to apply ENB mods.. After ah hour of work, the ENB mod (which worked flawlessly) dropped the FPS to 25. Haven't touched the game since.
Now I'm craving a dedicated run in Red Dead Redemption, but I KNOW it won't feel the same as the first time and I'll be bored by the mechanics and repetitive missions. The inferior visuals and loading times will turn me off for sure, and I hate shooting with the f* controller.
I think this is a combination of the fact that I try to deny that I have depression rotting my heart that I need help with, and the fact that I no longer buy or play new games because their gameplay and interactive designs have not been evolved or worked on for a while now.. They dazzle hypesters with stories and visuals, while transferring the same gameplay schematics and designs from one sequel to the next.. I'm tired of gameplay not being taken to the next level. So all I have is these older games.
Does this happen to you and if so, why is that?
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