I chose 'mixed feelings'. I wouldn't say I dislike it most of the time, but I don't really enjoy it. I think it's alright. The reason I really chose it is because while it's fine when I'm there, perhaps better than fine, I always, kind of dread having to go before. I almost always have to do something different when I'm there, so it always has me wondering what's next, and it's one of the leading things on my mind when I know I have to go the next day, like today, and how I have to go tomorrow, even though it'll probably be... Fine.
I don't like planning either, and I always feel like I have to plan what I can and will do before I go, like, should I spend my time playing a game, watching TV; a movie, or be on the internet, as well as when I should sleep and set my timer. I tend to not be able to stick to a schedule, making it so I'm up late or all night, though there are times when I would be on what most would consider a normal schedule. It's small, but it kind of annoys me.
As for this job though, I've never thought about quitting. It pays well and I don't have to work many hours (which sounds bad, but it's not to me), and I think it's nice that I'm learning a few new things along the way. Shoot, I said 'tomorrow', but I guess I mean I have to go in today. In thirteen hours. Oh, and I absolutely hate waking up when I'm trying to sleep, thinking "is the alarm going to go off soon, damn."
I also clean around the house a lot, but since I got a job, at times, I don't feel like doing it, because that's what my job consists of. Cleaning and fixing things. I do however think that, whenever someone asks me if I have further goals in life, like career wise, I do have things in mind, but it's not stuff I actually feel I'm capable of doing and it makes me feel like I'm stuck in a rut. My interests and career goals don't line up well at all.
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