Hello everybody!

Sorry for not blogging in awhile. I have been sorta busy. I've also not been in the blog mood. I finally got a new couch and a new phone. I'm not for sure if I told you all about that... But anyway I also got Rock Band 2 and its good.  As for non media related news I've been feeling kinda weird and alone. It's great to see friends move on with their lives but it still is a pain in the ass. Such as my good friend Chad. He is in the Army and I haven't talked to him in months. Which is odd for me. He was the one guy who actually got my humor. As soon as that was taken away you have to stick with what you have. In my case that isn't much. I was left with my friend Cameron. He ended up working non stop at Target during summer. Which is fine. Then he started to get a party streak in him. If you know me you'll know I'm not a party seeker. I find frat parties actually stupid. I just don't find the point in getting piss drunk to wake up with a massive hang over. Now he is also in college and seems to be living up to that life style. Now where does that leave me? No where really. Now all I really do is watch over my cousin Ian. Which can be fun but I feel like it doesn't count because he is family. You also know you feel and look like shit when a person you used to work with sees you and asks if your alright. I just told a white lie. I said I was just tired. I just kinda feel either numb, alone or tired(Mood and feelings). Which is something that down right SUCKS! It doesn't help that when I try to get in touch with old friends I figure out they are doing drugs or want to do nothing with me. So yeah...I guess this is just a sign to move on and stop waiting for the people who should have come around by now.

From,
Cameron

PS: Sorry for not spell checking it. Yes... I'm that lazy today.