..Or am I just crazy.
I hold a controller fairly regularly, except for one thing. Instead of having my right index finger on the right trigger, I curl it up and rest it on the face buttons. Then I have my middle finger pulling the trigger. I mostly only do this in shooters, so I can reload, jump and more while still being able to aim.
(and yes I know out of 8 billion or so people there's no way "i'm the only one" stop being a jerk, it's a figure of speech, I'm just wondering if it's a common thing.)