No, this isn't some cheap way to try to get you to hear my song. I make many songs and I never post anything here. But I have had a terrible two months.
To keep it short, I was given wrong medication for a condition I have which caused me to have an extremely painful ulcer, this lasted for weeks and when I finally recovered and went back to work, a week later, I had a throat infection and a bronchitis. Meanwhile at work I have been in love with this woman for months, all of this stress finally caused me to tell her my feelings. I couldn't deal with the pressure anymore (stress induced ulcer pains). She actually didn't reject me, we went on a date, I paid her dinner, she spent the night and it was magical. The next day she spent the night 2 but it was completely different, she started getting panick attacks, hyperventilation and started crying when were about to have sex. Turns out she is mentally ill and was physically abused repeatedly throughout her past. Obviously, I was shocked and I needed a moment alone to process what had just happened. Then she started blaming me for being "too sensitive", and saw my temporary absence as a sign of anger. She doesn't want anything to do with me anymore and I tried convincing her all I have is good intentions but she mistrusts me completely, to the point where she told me she'd call the cops on me. No, I did not leave out a detail. I didn't do anything wrong to this woman except maybe rekindle the magic we had which perhaps was a mistake. So, my heart is broken, because I honestly never felt so connected with someone, before/despite all of this happened. As a musician, thankfully I can process this into a song. So this is what I made. Hope you enjoy.
Greets,
David
https://soundcloud.com/trashmustache/sorry-to-meet-you
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