Today is Halloween; it is also my birthday, my 23 birthday. The past few days have been mentally strenuous; Baldan  thinks less of me and I have to be a better person then ever before so that I can stay prime and hold on to her, I will never give up on enhancing my personal attributes. Divina got me LittleBIGPlanet (GOTY) so I have been playing that alongside PixelJunk Monsters, Dead Space and GTAIV (trophies w00t!). I hope November will be a fantastic month, I worry about change; anything awesome or bad can happen to me or my loved ones so I welcome change with open arms. Saturday I plan on going to Brooklyn for Nicole’s Halloween party, I’m pretty depressed Baldan won’t be going with me, she even said how she is growing out of the whole party scene which to me sounds kind of crazy but I can totally relate, great minds think alike. I won’t take the latter. It’s all good, all I know is that November will be filled with newer innovative ways to approach our relationship and it won’t just be filled with drunken friend parties, a sign of sophistication is in order, especially with the way the season is changing. I aspire to release my creative frustration out on LBP, spend a couple of weeks on a level and see what I can do; I doubt the results will be great. LOTS OF GAMES lots of them coming into fruition. Going forward I should be getting a bonus in November, which will be great for rent, my roommate could be leaving in the same month to the army so I prey Baldan would move in with us or in January and ill rank up as captain for the house. Dead Space, the scariest game I have ever played, it’s so intense and a little nerve racking to play alone, so I play LBP instead lol. I’m excited for the gift I want to give her for the holidays. Random note; I had a dream I won money from McDonalds, fucked up I know. Im currently at work as always and it BLOWS, bored and I want to go home and play LBP and go out with my buu and party at the house and go out with our pals, next weekend ill be taking her out for a prime dinner and then do something I am yet to think of… frickin jersey lol.