i got the PSPgo - its super great!

Got kicked out of my house about a month ago, been living in Suffern with my friends punk rock band. Gaming it up again and there are five games I want. Been partying and getting crunked alot, looking for a job, might work at Verizon Wireless if they call back. I wish i had cassies heart, I went to NIN live with her and her friends beach house. When i am near her its the closest feeling i can get to feeling like i have someone i can hold and love. Once i get my overdue payments in check ill be able to support my lifestyle once again and hopefully find a girlfriend to spoil. I have no listened to giant bombcast in a long time. too much to catch up with. have not bloged in a while. very little and very much has gone down. meh. i wish myself luck for my financial and affectionate deprivation. in good time maybe. back to job hunting now..

Single starting Valentines Day Feb 14th. - might blog soon.dont want to type my thoughts yet. very little interests me.

Supbowl sunday it is. slept at daves house last night, woke up went to dunkin donuts, we all wanted to party and do something, but there was nothing to do. bored. no bud or party. we went to stateline and cigar world, baldy, me, cassie, dennis and saad. i cant wait for my own place to share with baldy. its late - im crashin. no spell check fo me.

Went to William Paterson University yesterday night and I chilled with Pat and other people in some dorms, it was a tiny bit fun, drank and stuffs. Found out today I got the job at Onkyo in Upper Saddle River, I start Tuesday at 10:00am - 6:00pm for training. Finally.

Been a looooong time since I have last blogged. Well seeing as how the last entry was November 5th im trying to recollect my thoughts on what went down that month which is usually a shit load of parties at my place. December 5th I got fired from at&t for hanging up on a customer which progressed my written warning write up, that source of income was essential to my needs but being there for three years started to take its toll on me. My roommate was going to the marines at the end of the month and the landlord has plans to sell the property out so we had to move out on christmas week which resulted in the worst christmas ever. Moving out, getting gifts, problems with my girl, and my emotistical mindset made the holiday season very difficult but in the end I was able to pull thorugh. The last party at the house was pretty epic and saucy with many hot lady friends and the traditional great camaraderies amongst friends. Baldan is back in Mahwah with her parents and im back in River Edge with mine. Turns out myself and all my roomies went our sepreate ways and we of course still hang about with one another thorughout this boring suburbia of North Jersey. I could be ommiting details of cool shit that went down within this time period but nothing too important to address here. When I movied i slept at my hippies house for about two weeks before landing back at the moms house. My PS3, HDTV, Blu-Rays, and accessories are all in his room for the time being till i get my own place again which is both good and bad, one sideaffect includes heavy withdnrawels, people on my PSN friends list assuming I died. Its all good, at this point I have been hanging out, done a couple of interviews and checking out temporary placement agencies and I have an opprotunity at working at Onkyo in Upper Saddle River, hopefully I will score that. Eventually ill game again and live with my hot girl, without them it can get very boring at night, especially when mostly everyone is at some kind of school. Don't know what else to post here, next few posts will focus more on gaming and people more so then talking about myself which can get a bit redundant.

I got it yesterday, like I said I have sooo many games to play and many trophies to score.

Holloween; my place, many allies came over and played kings while bobbing for beers in a couldron, i did not dress up for i was simply celebrating my 23rd birthday, <3aldan was a 420/69 mad hatter/devil.. great times . Probably one of the best gifts i have ever received is the one Baldan gave me, a 200 doller gamestop giftcard, she knows how much i adore my hobby and its a beautifull thing that she supports it. Later on we went to the bar in suffern and after a drunken night of hanging out i waited for the following day via sleep which led to a hangover at gamestop and the party fair. FarCry 2 and Bioshock are the two titles of choice for me and they just add to the dozen of games i have under my queue for immersion, skill, and trophies. Towards the evening my comrades and I drove to brooklyn for a holloween party within two apartments leading to two rooftops, it was epic and the type of parties you see on TV/, you just need to know the right people to find them. Omitting smaller details, friday and saturday were great and i spent a majoritty of sunday exploring Rapture and Africa. Going foward this week will suck unless i do something about it, to start it off i broke my side view mirror as i was backing out of the driveway to work, massive holiday cleanup to do in the house and i have a number of places i want to bring baldan so that we can have some time for distraction. I need to step up my game as a boyfriend and exceed all expectations, i must not lose. desu desu desu.

Today is Halloween; it is also my birthday, my 23 birthday. The past few days have been mentally strenuous; Baldan  thinks less of me and I have to be a better person then ever before so that I can stay prime and hold on to her, I will never give up on enhancing my personal attributes. Divina got me LittleBIGPlanet (GOTY) so I have been playing that alongside PixelJunk Monsters, Dead Space and GTAIV (trophies w00t!). I hope November will be a fantastic month, I worry about change; anything awesome or bad can happen to me or my loved ones so I welcome change with open arms. Saturday I plan on going to Brooklyn for Nicole’s Halloween party, I’m pretty depressed Baldan won’t be going with me, she even said how she is growing out of the whole party scene which to me sounds kind of crazy but I can totally relate, great minds think alike. I won’t take the latter. It’s all good, all I know is that November will be filled with newer innovative ways to approach our relationship and it won’t just be filled with drunken friend parties, a sign of sophistication is in order, especially with the way the season is changing. I aspire to release my creative frustration out on LBP, spend a couple of weeks on a level and see what I can do; I doubt the results will be great. LOTS OF GAMES lots of them coming into fruition. Going forward I should be getting a bonus in November, which will be great for rent, my roommate could be leaving in the same month to the army so I prey Baldan would move in with us or in January and ill rank up as captain for the house. Dead Space, the scariest game I have ever played, it’s so intense and a little nerve racking to play alone, so I play LBP instead lol. I’m excited for the gift I want to give her for the holidays. Random note; I had a dream I won money from McDonalds, fucked up I know. Im currently at work as always and it BLOWS, bored and I want to go home and play LBP and go out with my buu and party at the house and go out with our pals, next weekend ill be taking her out for a prime dinner and then do something I am yet to think of… frickin jersey lol.