Got kicked out of my house about a month ago, been living in Suffern with my friends punk rock band. Gaming it up again and there are five games I want. Been partying and getting crunked alot, looking for a job, might work at Verizon Wireless if they call back. I wish i had cassies heart, I went to NIN live with her and her friends beach house. When i am near her its the closest feeling i can get to feeling like i have someone i can hold and love. Once i get my overdue payments in check ill be able to support my lifestyle once again and hopefully find a girlfriend to spoil. I have no listened to giant bombcast in a long time. too much to catch up with. have not bloged in a while. very little and very much has gone down. meh. i wish myself luck for my financial and affectionate deprivation. in good time maybe. back to job hunting now..