I'll just go ahead and list the series of events and see if you can figure out if there is anything I can actually do or if this really is checkmate

Monday- After working on our project together after school and right before she is going to rehearsals I ask a girl out to prom and she says yes. She says that we can figure out all the details later and we hug after that. I wish her luck with her rehearsals and make my way home.

Tuesday- Things seem perfectly fine. We talk about how we might get to the prom and asks if I have a Facebook which I do and that I should add her on there to figure out the details.

Wednesday (today as of this writing)-  Right as 6th period begins she tells me she wants to tell me something I may not like. She tells me that before I asked her out to it that a friend and her were planning to go solo to it originally. She apparently told this friend that I had asked her out and I guess they came to the conclusion that it would be better to stick with their original plan. She asks if I'm OK with this and of course I lie and say it is. Toward the end of the class I ask if she is OK going without a date and that she is the only girl I want to ask to it and she replies by saying that she is sure.

I think that's everything that's important. So is there really a friend who she planned to go with originally or is she just letting me down and rejecting me in a different way? Do I have any options left?  I can't see anything I can do left except accept it the best I can and move on. Any and all opinions are welcome.

 It's such a good show. It has great humor and pretty good action scenes. Here is a description:

"Aikawa Ayumu is a normal high school boy. One day he is killed by a serial killer and revived as a zombie by a necromancer named Eucliwood Hellscythe. He starts to serve Eu as her guard but he happens to deprive the mahou shoujo Haruna of her magic power. Haruna orders Ayumu to fight against the anti-mahou shoujo system "Megalo" in her place."

This is all based off of the first episode of each of these shows.
 

Freezing

• Yay boobs!
• Decent action scenes
• Interesting idea of the females fighting, but having to choose an underclassmen boy to fully use their powers or something.

• There is only one major male character so far, the rest a well endowed females, but as I've said I do like boobs, so it's not all bad.
• I haven't watched much of Evangelion Genesis, but the Novas seem really similar to the angels

Gosick

• It's a mystery anime, which I personally haven't seen too many of.
• Victorique is very adorable in some of the ways she acts.
• It takes place in a setting you don't really see too much in anime.

• The first mystery wasn't all that complex or hard to figure out, hopefully they get more complex and interesting.

Kore wa Zombie Desu ka?

•  Aikawa is not your typical zombie
• The necromancer who only communicates buy writing stuff on a notepad
• The magical girl who loses her powers makes a great entrance.
• Aikawa turning into a cross dressing magical girl is pretty great.

• That it ended.

Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica

• The craziness that happened in the beginning and toward the end of the show in crazy world.
• Akemi and Mami haven't exactly explained who they are, so that's interesting.
• Kyubey is kind of cute for a rabbit, squirrel  thing.
• They live in a world where everything is made out of glass or is a touchscreen. Why isn't our world future world looking like that yet?
  

• It started off pretty slow after the first craziness with flying buildings.
• It felt weird watching what I'm assuming are middle school students in those small shorts.
• For some reason their eyes kind of freak me out.

Here it is:
 http://tubedubber.com/#H5UMbtj6Ne8:YRw2LMLC4vI:0:100:0:0:true

This is mostly just for myself, but feel free to comment I guess:
 
  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emptiness
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Apathy
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boredom
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inferiority_complex
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-loathing
  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_deprivation 
  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loneliness 
  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_anxiety  
Added on 11-12-2010:
  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depression_(mood )

Maybe I'll add more later.

I just thought I should share this.
 

 A high school girl I'm friends with recently saw a big haul of eromanga I got!

What should I do?!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
(This didn't actually happen, just referencing something, which saying this pretty much ruins this blog, but all well.)