This was one of those days where you just wonder why you bother. You give and give and ultimately it doesn't matter. 15 mins till tomorrow which will thankfully will be another day

I know I only post here when I'm in trouble, but I'm standing by the cliff's edge right now. Ive fucked everything up, not only for myself but for my family. Ive taken and taken and have nothing to give in return.

I hope this works out, thats all I can say

Gah, i fudging hate exams. Especially ones I have been ready for since , like, a month ago. 
 
Since I've been taking it easy for so long I've forgotten how to cram. Seriously, shit is getting real and I'm stone. Maybe that's my problem, I need to DROP SUM DEES ON THAT BITCH, then I'll be stoneD. 
 
Geddit?

So the first day back was pretty good. 
 
The train there was the worst part; this mother had to deal with 3 kids on her own, 2 of which were pram-bound. The 2 babies were full of beans and were gleefully pushing boundaries decibel by decibel. Then her other 3 children came back. Jesus woman, where is the father in this? He left you with 6 children, 4 of which are ~toddlers on a busy morning train to London? 
 
Chubby-cheeked-multiracial kids aside, I coasted through the day YET AGAIN (highfive), doing the bare minimum work and relying on my instincts and memory when the going got tough. 
 
The highlight was just talking to friends. I can't believe how happy I was to be out of the house and just listening to other people talk. Seriously, human beings are underrated.

The easter holidays are now done, and that means back to school time. 
 
Yay! 
 
I need to find motivation from somewhere to get my ass in gear and fucking WORK. 
 
Maybe if they had Quests in real life...
 
Jesus, did I just type that?

Seriously, took me forever to find you.

Dude! DUDE! 
 
I'm not one to be taken by meta quest systems but OMYGOD THERES A BAR ON THE BOTTOM WHICH FILLS UP WHEN I CLICK STUFF 
 
I am thoroughly impressed with the premise and execution of the system; I think the Whiskey Media engineering gang have really outdone themselves. 
 
I know Whiskey is going to launch 3 more sites by the end of 2010, and I hope they don't over do it, but to be honest, they have done nothing wrong so far and they have proved time and time and time and time again that they know how to build a site for the enthusiast audience. 

How do you keep doing stuff like this and make me feel like I NEED TO FUCKING BUY IT DAY 1.

Soon, the exams will be gone.