Best: Modern gaming has become what I day-dreamed about as a kid. Well, kind of. I remember playing those 16 bit and 32 bit games back in the day and thinking, "man... imagine if this pyramid was 3d and looked like real life and you could ride around it on a camel!" Five year old me would have looked at Assassin's Creed: Origins and stared in awe. Now, I didn't dream about loot boxes, "micro" transactions that can often accumulate to hundreds of dollars in short order, timed events, and the other myriad quirks of modern gaming... but still, this era has been good to me.
Worst: The politics. All the miserable, ignorant politics. I'm not blind; people aren't any worse now than they were in the past. There were always extremists on the left and the right that would happily freak out over any perceived slight or grievance. There was always bias in every news outlet and I doubt a truly neutral, centrist journalist has ever existed in the history of mankind. It was just easier to ignore back in the day because the internet was still in its nascent phases. Now, it's the same rubbish as in yesteryear but on big, digital soap-boxes. Everywhere you turn, someone is offended by something and using some social media outlet or journalistic bully pulpit to loudly proclaim how offended they are and spout dehumanizing language to assail the reputations and moral credibility of any cretin who dares disagree with him/her/whatever. Turn aside from such said madness and you'll find an equal but opposite lunatic on yet another podium prattling off the polar opposite opinion, replete with equivalent dehumanizing language regarding their opponents. It's... well, exhausting. I have neither the time nor the energy to hate so many people and things with such fervor. These movements and counter-movements and counter-counter-movements ask too much of me.
It's gotten to the point where I've started disengaging from the gaming community and the hobby's websites. I've unsubscribed from every gaming news website, including this one. I've ditched every gaming news forum, save this one... which I frequent every now and then when I want to talk to someone about this hobby that I've had for the past 28 years. Even then, I'm centrist and middle-of-the-road on almost every issue, and the over-arching opinion here (and elsewhere) seems to be that anything that isn't left or right is actually no opinion at all. I hold my tongue most of the time, which makes coming here every other week for socializing about games kind of... ironically pointless?
Frankly I wish this industry, and this world in general, had more Vinny's. Not to creep Vinny out, but I think about him when I see uproars from the left and right about Cyperpunk 2077, Kingdom Come: Deliverance, Doom: Eternal, and so forth. I'm sure Vinny has a political bend, but he's such a gentleman about it. It's not a bully pulpit for him, and he articulates his thoughts with such grace. His awkwardness during every hottest mess debate demonstrates the empathy that I wish more people had towards each other. Missing out on him and Dan may be the one regret I have about canceling my subscription here.
Oh well.
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