I was in a similar situation (minus asthma) for a pretty long time, and unfortunately I don't have a ton of useful advice to give you other than the old "hang in there, it'll get better". (It really will, it just might take a while.)
I'm in a much better place now - working again, living in a place that's much healthier for me, in a functional and happy relationship - but at the time I basically just drank myself stupid every afternoon after I woke up, so I wouldn't notice how hungry I was from only eating shitty microwave ramen a couple of times a day. It got worse when I didn't have games to help me ignore it. Obviously that went pretty poorly!
Ultimately, I got help through my university's student health center and got medicated and into therapy and for what it's worth I am worlds better now. If you're not taking classes and you don't have insurance, you probably won't be able to go that route, but ignoring a problem and/or distracting yourself from it isn't a feasible solution, whether you're using video games as a tool or something else. Being depressed makes you want to not do anything, but the only thing that's going to help is being proactive.
Maybe look into free clinics or other cheap healthcare alternatives - a GP won't be super helpful long-term but at least they can get you started on a medication that works for you, and that can get you going in the right direction.
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