Man, this show. I'm having a hard time even putting into words the roller coaster of emotions that a jaded grown man should not be capable of feeling. It starts of with an air of mystery, but remains quirky fun time travel story. Sure there's some slightly disturbing undertones with how time travel effects memories and how the conspiracy stuff with SERN is actually true, but it's all eclipsed by the good time these characters are having with each other. Then there's episode 11 or 12, literally half way through, and it gets dark a shit. Here's a recap of the shit that was totally depressing.
- Having to watch your best friend die over and over again and there is nothing you can do about it.
- No one can remember the shit you have been through except you, you have memories and bonds with that effectively don't exist anymore.
- You let your friends use time travel to get their greatest desire in life. You now have have to convince them to undo that choice.
- Because of your own selfish desires, although with good intentions, you drive a friend to commit suicide.
- You cause a single father of an eight year old to commit suicide.
- After having forced everyone to give up their personal desires, you now realize you have to choose between your lifelong friend and your lover.
- The realization of how psychologically traumatic it has been to see your friend die so many times, to the point where you have become a desensitized husk.
So yeah, Okabe went through some shit. I'm paraphrasing here but to see this all play out was suuuuper depressing. Literally on the verge of tears for most of the second half of this series. This story particularly hit home with me because of a family history with Alzheimer's. The concept of people not remembering good times with close friends when you can absolutely destroyed me at times. Suzuha, for example, had an entire arc of her connecting with the lab team effectively erased from their memories. I also love/hate how the movie went into this idea as well, but even more dire since no one could remember when Okabe phased out of existence. I could probably go on and on but I'll leave off saying this is definitely one of my favorite series.
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