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Will miss you GB. Best of luck and all the love.

@janman: Lmao I literal just woke up and had no clue what this video was about. I thought it was going to be you sitting in front of a dozen different types of jams and trying them on toast or biscuits and seeing what you liked. Maybe next time? Might I suggest jam drop cookies?

Giant Bomb: It's a website about video games a family.

Giant Bomb: It's a website about video games a family.

This site saved my life. TY. All the love.

Fuck me. Couldn't even get 10 minutes in before sobbing. This videos gonna take me awhile to get through.

Jesus. I thought I was ready for this. But as soon as I saw the thumbnail I felt the tears coming up again. There's like this weird physical pain that I keep feeling. And I know it's totally in my head. But it's like if I don't hit play I'm somehow holding back time.

I keep flip flopping between denial, bargaining , and acceptance every 15 seconds.

Giant Bomb: It's a website about V̶i̶d̶e̶o̶ ̶̶G̶a̶m̶e̶s̶ A Family.

@brad, @vinny, @alex Thank you for everything. GB saved my life, and I don't think I would be alive right now if it wasn't for it. In the early days before the time slot tab I refreshed every few hours to see if something new was posted. And when it was, I stopped whatever I was doing to watch it. Even for games I hated or had zero interest in. I watched every second that came out. And I needed that distraction from my life and it helped keep the depression and suicidal thoughts away. One video or podcast at a time.

It's like finding out your best friend for the last 10+ years is moving away and you'll never see them again. Only times 3. I always knew this day would come, but thought I would have seen it coming. Somehow?

I did not expect to spend tonight like this. Wrestling with these thoughts and feelings. I'm still in shock and trying to process the news. I know the sites not shutting down, but this is the end of an era in my life. And it's scary. I always knew I had GB waiting for me as some sort of comfort food. Now it's been discontinued. Lol

Kind of upset that my subscription renewed like a week ago. Lmao But what can ya do? Lol Will want to see where this site goes and see if whatever it turns into is something I will be around for.

Thank you all. I love you guys and I hope you all find your happy places in life. Excuse me while I cry for a bit.

Edit: Heh. I never did hit my goal of 15k forum posts. Funny how much that number once meant to me. Thank you again.😭🖤♥️