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I can't comment on social stuff but I do know a thing or two about mental illness. Now, I'm not suggesting you are mentally ill. Not at all. A lot of this is normal for people in your age group to go through. However, just to be safe, you may want to do a little read up on the signs and symptoms of depression. Maybe take one of those simple online depression screening tests, see if there's smoke, whether you should maybe think about asking a doctor if there is fire. And if there is, talk to doctor about options for treating it, be that just basic diet and lifestyle adjustments, more exercise, perhaps speaking with a therapist, perhaps discussing whether medication might be helpful for you.
I like this thread. I'm going to bump it.
When I hear the doorbell I flinch. I jump several feet into the air should anyone be so impertinent as to knock physically upon my door. In response to either, I cautiously skulk towards the window, twitch aside the curtain just far enough to peer through with a single eye, lizard style, then quickly twitch it back closed.
I'm downloading Dragon's Crown off PSN presently. I continue to be amazed that Sony thinks fucking framerate problems on their fucking store menus is okay thing to let happen.
I'm not in a good mood. Also I hadn't turned on my ps3 in some time and needed to download a large system update, wait a seemingly equally long time for the update to install itself, i go to open the store, apparently the fucking store needs its own patch, which has to be installed, and the whole system needs to reset for the fucking store's patch to work and when i finally -20 minutes later- enter the store, the menus load like fucking garbage baked in molasses and i don't want to be involved with consoles anymore. D:
I cannot function at an acceptable level -meaning: hold a job- in society without it. Caffeine and also my psych meds, but let's just keep the conversation to caffeine for this thread. I resisted the idea that caffeine is a non-negotiable stimulant for me for a long time. Tried many many alternatives to raise my energy and alertness level. Healthiest of healthy diets, working as hard as I could to keep in tip-top physical condition. It wasn't enough. So this is just the way it has to be. It's not fair, of course. But c'est la vie.
Fortunately I do quite like coffee.