Find different people to play with man. Playing games should be fun, not something that causes dread or anxiety. I realize dropping the friends you currently have isn't as easy as changing your brand of toothpaste, at least tell them what's up and how you feel about their attitude. If you play any mobas, literally any of the major 4 (yes I even play smite), myself and my group of guys would love to play with you.
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